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Hello Darkness Mild Friend

by David Shaw

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1.
Hollow 03:07
It turned out to be hollow and the light can shine right thru. down and out until tomorrow, and I don't know what to do. if you don't like the sun, then you'll get just what you want. if you don't like to run, you can stop right where you are. it turned out to be hollow, how was I supposed to know? and when you wake up in the morning, nothing's where it's supposed to go. if you don't like the sun, maybe you don't like yourself but you don't have to run, just turn into something else
2.
You know what it's like: Sometimes I don't sleep at night Nothing's going on no one's home but still the lights are on something in the air tonight: I think I'm going to drink a beer. something's got me feeling right. something in the air tonight: I think I'm going to drink a beer and sit at my computer tonight. You know how it goes: click around until you feel at home talk a little shit who cares man it's dumb, get over it something in the air tonight: I think I'm going to drink a beer. something's got me feeling right. something in the air tonight: I think I'm going to drink a beer and sit at my computer tonight. sometimes I need a little time
3.
We can be what you want to be you just gotta tell me where to start we can see what you wanna see you just gotta tell me where you are cause the games you play, they don't stop for passing cars and all the moves you make are guided by the nearest star I'm rotating you in my mind can you feel it? You don't want to get what you want. You never want to get what you want. cause the games you play, they don't stop for passing cars and all the moves you make are guided by the nearest star I'm rotating you in my mind can you feel it? You don't want to get what you want. You never want to get what you want.
4.
I said, "darling we should go outside, you've been so blue for days." She said, "Mars has entered its third house, and the moon's in retrograde, and I think it might be wise to leave our bodies in this space. Moreover I have a migraine and undergrads to grade." I said, "Okay." Cause you gotta watch everything you say when you have a wife with an MFA When the stars align with an arbitrary sign every other day It can be so sweet when celestial bodies meet and lead the way and the poetry she reads to me is okay for an MFA I said, "baby we should settle down and get ourselves a place." She said her witchy vibes will soon transform this old liminal space. She has a theory about energies and how they get displaced. Then we did some kind of ritual that left ashes on my face. and I said, "That's great." Cause you gotta watch everything you say when you have a wife with an MFA When the stars align with an arbitrary sign every other day It can be so sweet when celestial bodies meet and lead the way and the poetry she reads to me is okay Cause you gotta watch everything you say when you have a wife with an MFA When the stars align with an arbitrary sign every other day It can be so sweet when celestial bodies meet and lead the way and the poetry she reads to me is okay for an MFA
5.
Another day, another opportunity for change another indistinguishable week goes down the drain if I'm working toward something then I cannot give it a name and I'm dumb as hell but even I can tell that things can't stay the same well I was going to stay home and maybe look at my phone like every night for the last two years but now I'm shaking it up by drinking seven or eight cold beers another day, another chance to prove you're not in hell. another indistinguishable email finds you well I'm not trying to keep track of all the time that's passed me by but I'm starting to get worried that there's not much left on my side well I was going to stay home and maybe look at my phone like every night for the last two years but now I'm shaking it up by drinking seven or eight cold beers seven or eight cold beers: its the perfect amount to feel the stress of your life melt away seven or eight cold beers: you'll feel like shit in the morning but you're going to feel like shit anyway cause if you're worked to the bone and you can't go it alone and every night turns out worse then you feared: you can still shake it up by drinking seven or eight cold beers
6.
One more day goes tumbling by one more page in a book that no one asked me to write cause I'm just some guy but I guess that's alright one more plate piled up in the sink. one more beer in the fridge and no one around me to drink it so I guess that's on me who else could it be? cause I've been waiting to turn it around this isn't the life that I would choose I thought I was fated to figure it out but now I got these dumb guy blues one last dream left up on the shelf one last scheme that's fooling nobody but myself there's not much to say so take it away cause I've been waiting to turn it around this isn't the life that I would choose I thought I was fated to figure it out but now I got these dumb guy blues thought it was great but I'm over it now I've got no idea what I should do I thought I was fated to figure it out but now I got these dumb guy blues

about

So my last album came out in 2021, and after finishing that one I wasn’t sure what to do next. A friend of mine asked if I’d be interested in writing some country music for an animation project they were working on, and I agreed mostly because I thought it was a funny idea. I wrote a handful of songs and sent them the ones I liked the best, and they said “great, thanks” and I have not heard from them since. But I had enjoyed writing those songs, and I thought I might eventually do a whole album of country songs.

Meanwhile, I was sketching out ideas for my next synth album, but I also started a new job, and I mostly didn’t have time to work on music. And then my son was born, and it turns out parenthood is pretty demanding, time- and energy-wise.

So I had a bunch of songs I liked, but no time to build actual albums around them, and they sat on a hard drive for a few months but now I’ve decided to just slam them together into one album, which I’ve called *Hello Darkness Mild Friend*.

I guess I’m pointing all of this out just to say that this little collection isn’t all that cohesive, but there are some fun through lines: two songs about drinking a few beers, two songs about astrological decision-making, two songs about the crushing emptiness I experienced near the end of being in grad school. For the record, my wife doesn’t have an MFA. Still, I hope you like these songs.

Thanks,
Dave

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released July 7, 2023

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David Shaw Montreal, Québec

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