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David In The Void

by David Shaw

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1.
Hopeful 02:25
thats when the moment dies, i’m so ashamed to be here never going to get this right, but i want you just to stay near I am hopeful for the end, 'cause the next thing’s right around the bend here’s where you feel alright: there’s nothing left to tell you no point to start a fight, there’s nothing to fight against you I am hopeful for the end, 'cause the next thing’s right around the bend
2.
it took a long time but i found my way to you I promise I’m a good guy but I can’t seem to follow through nothing's going to break my heart again (worse than I can) never going to go halfway again (it’s worse than nothing) it’s been a good day, now I can’t find my way back home you never can say if everything is going to turn out wrong nothing’s going to pull this dream apart (it’s a great plan) something’s gotta tear this place apart (i’ll see if I can) and it’s alright, if it’s all for you but it’s not “Right”; it’s the best you can do it’s been all night, and it’s not coming thru: “if it’s all mine, then there’s nothing left for you” I heard an old song and I know it’s going to be alright even if I move wrong I can move myself toward the light nothing’s going to take me by surprise (as long as I live) nothing’s going to ruin my little life (it’s all I have left)
3.
something’s showing I’m wrong again nothing’s going to happen someone noticed I’m wrong again no one knows what’s going on it takes time to get lost it takes time to be a friend it takes time to “get god” it takes time for things to happen it takes time to get lost it takes time to be a man it takes time to cut costs it takes time but things do happen
4.
quit dreaming or whatever things are never going to get better and it bleeds into forever: quit dreaming (or whatever) you say it’s what you want i told you that it’s not alright you say, “I’m too far gone.” you "realize" it all? alright.
5.
is it a lie? nothing i know would ever make me want a reprise nothing is golden in the night but we can get this right: just fuck with the knobs and flashing lights and things will be alright we can fuck with the law, I know my rights c’mon c’mon c’mon i know my rights (c’mon) c’mon c’mon i’m going to ruin your night give it a chance: pull it apart from how you’re feeling move with the mass, pull it apart from everything 'cause I don’t "know myself," I just say what I read and stay indoors and think about my self, i don’t feel anything, I don’t care anymore c’mon c’mon c’mon I don’t care anymore (c’mon) c’mon c’mon just a few minutes more
6.
Drive Around 03:17
and the night floats by everybody gets what they want and they don't have to try (a little less than what I'd want) and the night floats by everybody sleeps in the same way and we don't even try everything is gone by the next day and when i can't sleep i'm going to get in the car but i just drive around 'cause i don't know where you are when you don't sleep, you just stare at the wall and convince yourself that it was nothing at all and the days coast by everybody asks for the same things and we all wonder why we just accept whatever it brings and the days coast by everyone's alone in the same way and we don't even try: "I can't believe...whatever," i'll say
7.
Crime 03:22
is it a crime? assembling the pieces of it with you on the line hoping on a prayer in the mist is it a lie or just a vague impression of it? if i can reply: it wasn't supposed to happen like this now that the world is ending let's take a look around now that the world is ending i'm glad to go unbound now that i've stopped pretending that anything is real now that I've stopped pretending i don't know how to feel is it a crime or just a soft confession of it? i'm killing my time pretending like the world is a bit or is it a dream extending thru a transversal plane? you know what i mean? like, it's happening again and again.
8.
Please Try 01:09
nothing's gonna make this right nothing's gonna get me thru the night so tell me when we start to fight tell me when we start to lose the light
9.
You Are Real 02:55
There goes the day: I can't get my shit figured out but stay anyway, there's nothing worth us going out. I'm bored, but enough about me right? is there something going on outdoors? "open up I'm ready," right? "nothing makes me try, anymore." it comes and goes, I can't tell if it's over yet but one never knows. it's not like we could just forget you're real: so do the thing you wanted right now, you only get one shot to feel, or do you bring the moment back with you? I don't think that's our deal. (I don't want it if it means I have to change at all)
10.
it's always the same: i get bored of being wrong i never know where the feelings are i'm feeling fine now it's always the same: i ignore my little life i let go for a little while i'm feeling fine now but don't turn back, cause we've looked back enough already there's nothing left to hold us steady anymore now i'm not sure if someone's said all this already, there must be something i'm forgetting, something more: but I'm just bored (like an animal indoors), I'm holding out for something more (or just whatever) I'm just bored (like an animal indoors), if nothing matters anymore can I just feel better?
11.
Amends 03:51
and it's not in my heart and I'm falling apart (was I whole at the start?) it comes back to me now, when I'm done "freaking out" (can I say this out loud?) that it's all you said you wanted and now you have it it's all you said you wanted and now it tears me apart but it's all you said you wanted and now you have it it's all you said you wanted can we go back to the start? is this part of a plan? i don't want to pretend I can't feel anything. it falls off at the end, there's no room for amends i can't say that we're "friends" but it's all you said you needed and now it's over it's all you said you needed and now it tears you apart it's all you said you needed and now it's over it's all you said you needed can we go back to the start and it comes back again: it's exactly what you wanted and you can't handle it you can't handle being happy so when you're hanging with your friends you just roll your eyes forever and when you want to make amends what do you even mend?

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it's the first orlando gloom full-length, available on cassette from the good folks at birthday tapes:

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released September 4, 2017

recorded at fountain house, with some field recordings from birds hill park

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David Shaw Montreal, Québec

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